The dreaded H

The dreaded H

We speak in tongues to our surroundings.
See colors; old and new.
Weep in silence,
yell in public.

We repel our past deeds.
Joke around; past and present.
Armor our souls,
guard our pride.

We seek help in the worst ways possible.
Drink and smoke; sad but true.
Lean on horrible friends,
pray on weak knees.

Our dreaded H.